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ytd....
sumthing happen....
i think i dun asked is better than i asked....
so regret tat i ask jor....
tat things make me cry jor the whole night....
den of coz.....
i bring a pen knife n a pack of tissue into the toilet....
wat wil going 2 happen soon?
i oso cnt imagine....
then whole night jau stay in the toilet n non stop crying....
almost jau cut my hand jor........
but at last....i didn't do it............
i think: if i cut it,wat wil going 2 happen?
wil thr anyone wil sympathize me?
wat wil ppl think bout me,coz of this stuff n cut myself?
this is stupid.....
at last,cnt tahan den fell asleep ady.....
2am lik tat....
i take my labtop to my room.....
starting 2 chat wif my sister in australia....
i told her wat i face ytd....
she jux scold sumbody bad words.....
she oso vy sympathize with me....
then chat har chat har...
me yau cry again lerrr.......
haix......wat a CRYING day...........