wow.really feel like 10 years didn't update my blog.
okay.forget about that.
played badminton last sunday.
ish.bored!
really feeling like killing myself.
REGRET!!!
if i'm clever,i should listen to what eva said.
ya.i'm stupid.
i did listen,but didn't follow.
i'm totally totally regret and adrenaline junky!
shit!
you're clever.
but you do not know how to use this gift that the God gave you.
you misused it!!!!you know?
DON'T YOU EVER REALISED?
why are you doing this to yourself?
i hate it man!
everyone know that.
but you don't know.
can i say that you're stupid?
oh god!
frustrated!

sometimes,i really feel like....
you know,i do not want to use the word HATE.if i could.
i don't understand why i feel like this to you.
maybe you really react like this.

sometimes,i mind being alone.
but sometimes,i want to be alone in this world.
i don't want to confront anyone i know.
if i could,i will shout out:''please leave me alone,i don't want you to be here and don't want to see you anymore.GO AWAY!"
or in another way,i leave.

i hate people showing off.
no matter what.
i mind i'm not *********** than you.(if i wrote the word out,you sure know who am i talking to.)
i mind everybody say something like:oh,ya la.she's ******than you.I REALLY HATE THIS.
even my mom also say this to me.
this make me stress!
i always want to surpass or excel you.but i can't do it.
i'm jealous.but not envy.

guess i already long time did'nt update my blog.
its time! its time! its time!
actually not much to say.
well,tomorrow and next week,i think it was the most challenging week i'm going top face in mt form4 life i guess.
sure prefects knew.trainee.
i am partnered with cheryl chia as the gate trainee.
actually thanks god!
gate is much more easier than block i think.
so lucky i am.haha.
but there were some parts were hard too.
like...well, i don't know.
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okay.stop talking about this.
hmm,my test result.
haha.except chinese,others are acceptable.
acrtually i am quite happy for my result.cause the doraemon's mark is lower than me except the chinese.
yayaya.i know i am weak in chinese.
thats why my brother always say i am a banana.
whats wrong with banana?
i like to be banana.
i hate chinese but love english.
that day i was argueing with my mom about why she send me to a chinese school?
why i am studying in amc but not smc or mgs?
actually,i shouldn't be in ipoh i a way.
i should study in kl!!!
why i want to transfer here?
arghh!!!!whatever!

22/2/2010 installation
wearing my formal uniform.
Actually on that day, i am quite wondering about how people think about my look with this prefect uniform.
okay nevermind.
23/2/2010. Sukan Tara
2.00 pm, sukan tara starts. Walau! I'm sun burning! oh my gosh!
Luckily is still quite worth, at least I got 2 marks for my long jump. Erm ,actually is 1+1=2 marks la.
24/2/2010 -get demerit day!!
well. our class got demerit by Ms. Heong today.
The only and only reason is -noisy lo*
then during Pn. Jaswinder math lesson, the 4S9 is so noisy.
Then we quickly tell Pn. Jaswinder:
teacher,quickly demerit them la,their teacher demerit us just now.(haha.i know we are very bad.)
something very funny after math lesson.
we're having BC actually. But our teacher are having meeting. And of course, we 're noisy obviously.
And so. Cik Anggamah from 4S7 came to our class.
when she come in. she did not say anything.
And we were so scared!!
Then she ask our classrept to stand in front of the class. And she said:
ok, Class rept. if you were me, just came from the next door and you saw such a situation what will you say to the class? (l translated already).
Then my classrept said:
okay .4S8.Jangan bisingnya , Saya balik dulu.
damn funny! we all laugh till stomachache and Cik Anggamah laugh also.
my classrept is very funny one. Really beh-tahan her! OMG!
25/2/2010. Marching
After school. marching.
....... nothing to say about marching actually....
I can see that we are improving.
Yes. we were.
So. prefect,gambateh ya. Because WOW stands for , Winner Of Winner!

-end-and that for the summaries for this week!